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Well today would have been one year. I was actually dreading this day for a couple of weeks now. Not wanting to think about it, deal with the disappointment it was going to let out. But here it is regardless. I think most of my day was spent just working, not thinking about it. But of course as soon as I got home, my brain started to wind up...

I just shrugged. What else is there that I can do but just to shrug. I've been reflecting our whole time together for the past 3 months now. How much more do I need to do it. Exactly. None. So I'm not. There's supposed to be a lesson learned. I'm still at a point where I dont know what that is exactly. But I know it'll come, and the shrugging will be less.